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Creative Consciousness Upon A New World


The only way to change the world is to first change your intentions about it. People do not realize how powerful their imagination is. The intelligence within is limitless. Once you have decided to imagine a better world the Universe will give you thoughts to take action on to make it a reality. Everything within is reflected without. If you change your thoughts & beliefs you change what you see in your mirror.


Source energy is infinite & wants to be directed. It is everywhere & in everything. I believe the world is getting better everyday. If I choose to see beauty everywhere then I attract beauty everywhere. If I choose a color for the day I will see it throughout the day. Be responsible for your own happiness & world you live in. Choose thoughts & ideas which promote clean air water food & positive relationships. Choose a thriving planet.


Negative stories you say about yourself or others will attract negative circumstances in time. Don’t hold onto the victim mentality. Choose Self empowering affirmations in your daily life. Choose the opposite of every bad experience you have ever had. Think about ways of serving others in a positive life giving way. It will change your life. Source goes where your attention flows.


Humanity needs to take personal responsibility for their thoughts actions & responses. Slow down & observe what is & how it feels inside your body. Doing this will change your life. Self empowerment starts with changing your thinking & taking  personal responsibility for your co-created life. Engaging negative thoughts only brings disaster.

People like Annalisa Robusto ” The Goddess Walk” use their thoughts to empower lay lines & balance the planet. She empowers sacred geometry with intention & source energy to bring thriving life back to the world. She chooses positive ideas to bring beauty balance & creative expression into the world.

We also have Eckhart Tollee, Wayne Dyer, Byron Katie, D, Chopra & Lynne Forrest who teach people how to remove the Victim consciousness from our lives. They teach us about the power of the present moment, positive thoughts, co creative ideas, source energy & so much more. We need to co create the world we want to live in actively & not reflect back what is in a negative way. We are not victims abusers or rescuers. We are infinite cosmic deciders. Once a decision is made the Universe/Higher Self/Prime Creator will fill in the rest.

Dusk till Dawn


Life goes on

From dusk till dawn

If you know how

To share it

Life goes on

From dusk till dawn

If you know how

To bare it

But if life is sad

And you don’t feel glad

There is a way to bear it

You take an old thought

That you’ve pondered somewhat

And find some new friend

To share it

by David Stillwaters

Eternal Soul


In the silence

I found his grace

In the stillness

I found my place

In his knowledge

I’m never bound

In his center

Light flows round

I am the wood

I am the fire

Consumed and illuminated

By living desire

To rise spirits flame

And keep the wood whole

Feed it the wind

From your eternal soul

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ImageIntroduction(Book in Progress)

This book is my humble attempt to explain my spiritual journey through the heart. I have had many good & bad life experiences which have awakened my consciousness to higher levels. I desire to pass on what I have experienced with you in an attempt to create a spiritual pointer to the truth.

The truth I speak of is one that can only be experienced. It is universal & felt though out ones being. I may be able to point you in the direction of your personal truth. It is felt & observed in this moment, but I can not take you there. I feel every ones truth is their own. Each life experience is unique to the expansion of universal consciousness.

Great teachers of the past show us ideas of oneness & unity. They show us acceptance, kindness, compassion & love. The Great Spirit within all things inspires us to create, expand, & flow with love. I hope this book gets this message across. Understanding the happening of what is. To feel & know the way. I believe Psalm 46:10 explains oneness & harmony best. “ Be still & know that I am God”.

Some of this information will be from personal life experience. Some will come from within my being. From the universal source we are all a part of & connected to. Life brings us many emotions & situations to grow & evolve. Will we choose to react from our organic programming like the animals do or will we respond from a place of stillness, silence & grace?

Universal abundance & the laws of attraction will be covered, yet the main focus will be the Self. The source we all must tap into to raise our awareness to the next level of understanding. It works best when accepted or surrendered to. It is the source of the one life happening now.

Am I truly writing this book or is this book happening through my human organic vessel? Am I hearing, seeing, feeling & thinking these words or are they simply happening from the divine source flowing through me? Who am I to write this?

As you proceed through this book an awakening of consciousness may or may not happen. Whatever is supposed to unfold will unfold. Whatever is not supposed unfold will not. All you can do is enjoy the journey & be open to limitless possibilities.

I dedicate this book to all of the light workers that exist. I dedicate this to all of those beings with open minds & hearts. Beings dedicated to the unfolding of this precious eternal moment. This book is for skeptics & believers alike. For the greatest good & darkness which happens to us all.

Awareness of life happening brings peace. May peace find us all!

Spiritual Experiences


One early morning I had a profound vision. I climbed to the top of a hill to see the lake down below. My heart is pounding from climbing the hill steep. I reach the summit at dusk. A pink and purple sunset greets me as I lay my bed roll down softly. The air is still and quiet. I lay down smelling the wild flowers from below.

My mind has been racing on life’s past. I still my thoughts while looking at the stars and sky. Night sets slowly and the stars begin to shoot across the sky in a hypnotic way. I ask for my truth and the Great Spirit to comfort me in my stillness.

I breathe and allow the breath to find silence. I feel the weight of my body lift slowly. My body parts all felt as one energy. I am energy as all is energy. I feel at one with the stillness.

The soft inner voice speaks to me on this sacred hill above the lake. Be in peace David. Be in peace. All of your needs will be met through feeling me inside you. Be calm in life and allow the moment to unfold as it should. Be patient my child. I am with you always. I love you always.

Be still and know I am the Great Spirit. I am Self. I am your true conscious source. Feel me in this moment. I speak to you now as I speak to you through your friends and loved ones. You have but to listen. Know what your feeling is attracting my love upon you now and forever. You are love my child.

Rest in my arms child of light. Be in peace. Witness life happening around you. I am that life. I am that space which everything happens.

I woke up at sunrise to feel the morning sun and the dew upon my brow. I felt aware yet totally refreshed and at peace.

My stillness had healed me of my past sorrow. I had fully forgiven myself. I let go of my past fully. I was in the flow of life once again. My stillness is my prayer now. My silence receives the inner peace of the sacred heart. My acceptance of the Great Spirits love is my immortal salvation.

I now follow that presence in peace. I am on my way to no where. Yet I feel now that I am everywhere helping every one do everything. Life flows effortlessly by being centered & silent within my heart. It was my spiritual heart that I felt on that hill. It filled my body mind and spirit with the presence of Self. It is where the Great Spirit and best friend dwell within me. It is the center of my consciousness. It is my truth and my way. It truly is the happening way.


There are times when I am in the mountains or on the beach when my entire inner dialog becomes still. I feel a presence throughout my body. It is a peaceful bliss which no words can describe. I sit in stillness & silence when life becomes disturbing so that I may find this presence again.

I feel, when in this presence, that life is happening perfectly. When I make love I feel this presence as well. Surges of energy without boundaries penetrate every cell of my body. My mind is disengaged & all I feel is oneness with my beloved. I am observing what is happening without thought.

I also feel a deep presence when I sit in silence with my beloved. We look at each other & rest in each others presence. It is a very peaceful & safe feeling. I have had a similar experience when sitting in a silent meditation group. Presence of Self or God filled the room. A felt unified field of awareness or oneness. An inner knowing that we are one. I am observing my being without thought or mind to get in the way.


A few years ago I sat at the top of a hill with a native pipe in hand. Listening deeply to the whispers of the wind. I covered myself with a wool blanket. It was rough against my naked skin. The cold is deep. This is my journey to unify myself as one being. My journey to the spiritual/emotional heart center.

I listened to my heart for days. It spoke of things to come and gives me much strength.
At times spirit became my blanket and warmed me. At times spirit froze me to the bone.
I ache and give thanks for all of the sensations of life.

My awareness seemed to increase everyday on this hill. The animal noises and the sound of the trees were felt deeply. I sometimes don’t know where they end and I begin.
I felt their connection and harmony with the Great Spirit. I felt them as if they were always inside me.
After a few days on the hill I no longer heard the inner voice. The red tailed hawk flew in circles above me every morning. This let me know a new day had begun. The spider crawled on my face which was frosted cold. To remind me I was alive. I am truly blessed.
I am a true brother and friend to all that is was or will be. In the end I walked down the hill with a new connection to Spirits infinite expression. I know that I am a reflection of all of Spirits life. Creation happens in awareness.
I am everything I perceive in this moment as light and love. I am also the darkest black void of nothingness. I am that spacious awareness which all happens. I am an instrument of the Great Spirits love & compassion. I am a joyful & peaceful being. I reflect the moment as it is. As I am.


I had a dream one moonlit night in December. I walked two roads in life. One road overlapped the other sharing the same space yet having opposing expression. One showed me the light and love of creation. The other had darkness and pain. They both were on the path. They both were in balance with what was. The Great Spirit reflected perfectly what lessons I needed to observe.

The dream started with me walking down an old gravel road. I saw old oak trees with roses of every color growing upon them. The smell was unforgettable. The aroma was a perfect balance of death & living beauty. The roses grew on ropes which had dead soldiers tied at the end of them. The soldiers were from every war that ever existed on earth. The light & beauty of the roses matched the darkness & despair expressed on the soldiers faces.

Watching this scene, as I walked down the path, reflected my emotions deeply. It brought me closer and closer to my heart center though light and shadow alike. I knew these lessons were bringing me closer to my source. It comforted me that the Great Spirit loved me so much to put so many lessons on my path.

What “is”…Is the best teacher of all. As I walked on this path going nowhere I felt comforted. Life may not always be understood. Yet it is balanced. It is a mystery which inspires the best within me & the worst. I embrace my own inner reflections upon this world. Through acceptance surrender & observation my spirit will evolve. Being ok with all that life unfolds brings me peace.


Years ago in the early 90’s I had an interesting spiritual experience camping. It was in Northern Oregon in a place near Trillium Lake. This lake is at the bottom of Mt Hood deep in the woods.

It happened at the end of the summer. I decided to camp out near where I lived in Government Camp Oregon. The camp site I picked was very remote. I could see at least 100 feet in all directions. The lake was about 500 feet away.

I remember it was a very cold night. I was bundled up in my thermal sleeping bag because my tent was not insulated. I was sleeping against the tent wall that night. I was laying next to the mesh window so I could see the stars up above. It was very beautiful & I could see shooting stars streaking across the sky just above the top of Mt. Hood. This occurred every few minutes. I felt so peaceful lying there.

After awhile I dozed off to sleep. About three am in the morning I was awoken by a bright light which emanated at the top of my tent. This light was so bright it blinded me. I could feel heat pulsating through my body. I got up & unzipped the tent flap to look outside to see where the light was coming from. I could not see much because I was partially blinded.

It was like snow blindness. If you have ever been outside on a sunny day after a fresh snow & gone inside you can not see anything for a minute or two. Everything appears as a white haze. It was like that.

I looked above the tent & there was nothing. There was no light or sound from the forest. There was no wind in the air. Everything was silent & still including the lake in the distance. No waves or ripples were apparent. After a few minutes I could see in the far distance in all directions. It was just so still.

I began to feel overwhelmingly tired at that point. I decided to go back to bed. I thought I may have had a mini stroke or some sort of neuro-surge. To this day I don’t really know what had happened. I feel the truth was the experience & not what I thought caused it.

The next morning I was awakened by a warm nudging on my right side. I was still sleeping against the side of the tent. During the early morning half of my body was warm & the other half very cold. The warm force kept rolling into me through the tent so I stood up & looked out the mesh window. To my surprise a 12 point buck had been laying against me during the night for warmth. As soon as I stood up he stood as well & bolted into the woods.

This spiritual experience connected me to Self & nature. I believe now that both are reflections of one eternal observing presence happening as life. The inner self reflected as outer reality. I was the experience.


In the summer of 1999 I had a mysterious experience in the desert outside of Phoenix. I was sleeping in the back of my Jeep Cherokee that night. The next morning I had to massage some clients in the city. At that time I lived in Sedona Arizona & commuted to Phoenix & Las Vegas on a regular basis to do healing work on certain clients. I worked behind a new age crystal shop in Sedona at the time. The owner sent me out to work sometimes. I also had my own clients I worked on in the city.

The sky was clear that night outside of Phoenix. The air was dry & cool. It was the end of the summer. I could see the stars up above through the window of my jeep. I was sleeping on my folded massage table in the back of my vehicle. In the open desert I could see for miles around from my location. The dirt road I came in on seemed to go on forever into the distance.

I began to doze off to sleep at one am in the morning. I know this because I gazed at my watch as I was closing my eyes. After what seemed to be a few minutes I heard a low hum off in the distance coming towards my jeep. As I tried to get up to see what was coming I found that all of my muscles were frozen. I could not even open my eyes as hard as I tried.

I felt a little disorientated because I could not determine what direction the noise was coming from. After what seemed to be two or three minutes I was able to open my eyes & sit up in the back of my jeep. I was amazed & startled when I opened my eyes because it was eight am in the morning & the sun was already up. I had lost seven hours of time in my conscious perception.

After I made this observation I decided to get out of my vehicle & look around. To my surprise there were no other tire tracks coming into my location except my own from the previous night. I could see nothing for miles in all directions.

To this day I can not logically explain my loss of time. It was an experience of perception being altered in some way. It could be something else. It was an unknown & uncertain manifestation in my life which I must accept. I felt it was easiest to let go of any explanation I could come up with & move on to the next mystery life had to offer.

I felt refreshed & calm that day. My healing sessions were amazing & my clients felt it was some of my best work yet. That night when I was home in bed in Sedona I went to sleep almost instantly. I awoke the next morning feeling great. This whole ordeal was just another reflection of my inner Self manifesting the outer world. This idea of owning my life experiences gives me great peace & joy. I feel like there is nothing outside the spirit within.


Many years ago when I was 19 I had an interesting experience napping in my bed. I awoke one late afternoon to my mother calling me down to dinner. As I woke I saw a flash. I looked up towards the ceiling & say an after image of two triangles over laying one another. One was red & the other was golden in appearance. This after image was rotating back & forth on the white ceiling of my room. It began to fade quickly as I observed its’ presence.

I decided to explore a little & look outside my bedroom window to see if there was something to cause this phenomenon. As I looked up I discovered the same red & golden triangle hovering above my house for about 2 seconds or so I thought. It disappeared into thin air when I gazed upon it. I could still see its’ after image against the clouds for a few seconds.

This was yet another unexplained life experience which had to be accepted & released. It seems we are only here to observe life happening in the moment. Once the moment is gone the event is only a thought or memory to fade in its’ own time. Not everything can be known by the mind. I do give great amounts of gratitude for all life has to offer & all the wondrous relationships I have had over the years. This was just one experience of many to be lived.


I had a vision of earth as one continent many years ago. It was a place of beauty, balance & bliss. The animals & people were all harmonious with each other. I observed this continent as if time had somehow been accelerated. Millions of years passed with one set of evolving animals & people living there. Then something cataclysmic happened.

I saw an asteroid from the sky hit the middle of the continent. The land split into many smaller continents. The people & the animals became separated from each other. Each land mass began to grow & evolve into a new eco system. This condition continued for millions of years until balance was achieved in each land environment.

After billions of years the different animals & people were reunited. All of the continents became as one. All of the eco systems & people blended in perfect harmony with each other after a transitional period.

The beginning of the transition expressed war & disturbances between the different animals & plant life. The people of that time observed inner & outer disturbances within their minds & soul expressions. All very quickly came to the brink of total destruction.

Then, out of nowhere, a miracle happened. The different cultures & animals began to accept one another out of sheer survival. They began to share their strengths to overcome their weaknesses. Over time they evolved into one mixed race & one unified people. The plants & animals found balance just by being in flow with their true nature. All became peaceful in the world.

The new civilization was many times more evolved than the individual communities. Through acceptance, hope, surrender, communication & forgiveness all became right with the world. The world became a creative paradise birthed from the love of all that is.

Over time another asteroid hit earth & the cycle of life continued. In this cycle harmony was achieved much faster & creative solutions were inspired more efficiently. I saw this cycle again & again like a heart that has to beat because it is its’ nature to beat.

After a few cycles the continent turned into a luminous soul of divine light. My vision became even more intense. The soul then divided into a male energy of blue & a female energy of gold. I saw many different colors expressed as male & female. It was like a rainbow exploding in all directions.

The male & female energies began to split into other realities. They divided into many dimensions & incarnations on infinite worlds. Sometimes the male & female energies were together. The times they were apart a chord of consciousness always kept them connected to one another.

The twin male & female, after many different expressions throughout the universe came back together as one for a brief time. A funny thing happened after that. The cycle began all over again in another Universe. Crazy Huh? All of this was just a happening within my dreaming vision. I felt great love observing it unfold within me.


I will tell you that choosing to let go of the past everyday is a very healing experience. I realized that observing nature without thought connected me to the deepest parts of my soul. It allowed me to see the happening way of life.

I imagined that everything I saw in nature I created. That everything I thought about I energized with divine cosmic soul energy. I was what I observed. I was the space in which everything happened. I was the observing consciousness creating through Gods creative ever flowing spirit.

God expresses from the unknown to the known. God happened through me as me. I discovered that the way God flows through each person & living thing is unique. The fabric of the Universe would unravel if this flow were to ever stop. Even if it stopped for one individual everything manifest would become nothing.

The inner knowledge of this truth comforts & centers me. There is purpose behind everything even if I don’t see it from my limited perception. This divine purpose gives me great peace in hard times. I know that if I am not tested by spirit I would have no reason to evolve & grow.

The more I surrender to what is the closer I get to being my true self. Change is the constant we call Love God or Spirit. Everything is constantly changing in form & frequency. Therefore surrendering or accepting change happening in this moment is what true spirituality is all about. It keeps our minds out of the past & anchored in the present. It is what being is all about.

In this limited 3D plane of existence the organic body may be a frequency limiting anchor which keeps my multidimensional body from its highest vibratory potential. The lessons I experience here are therefore more important to my souls’ growth than any other multidimensional soul expression I will be having. Without the illusion of time & space I know that everything happens simultaneously. This vision is but one of many stepping stones which bring clarity into my conscious awareness of Self unfolding before me.


I had a deep spiritual experience in a lava tube in Arizona near Flagstaff. It was about 2 miles deep & very cool. The deeper I went into the cave the more I felt connected to the earth & its’ spiritual essence. After about 45 minutes I came to the end of the cave & decided to lie down & see what I could experience.

I was lying in the cave for about a ½ an hour when my mind & senses became peaceful & still. The inner mind chatter subsided & I began to expand my awareness beyond anything one could imagine. It was like I was suspended in deep space with no lights to see & no sounds to hear.

I was suspended into this state until I began to feel surges of energy passing through my body. I saw flashes of different colored lights at first. After that the energy organized into triangular patterns of light.

These multidimensional pyramids upon pyramids turned into a spiraling fractal pattern going off into infinity. It was many patterns & realities all interlaced & layered upon each other. I could observe what was happening very well, but my thoughts could not engage while I was in this frequency of consciousness. Words could not justify the bliss & splendor I experienced. The colors morphed & were unknown to me in my awakening state of consciousness. I will allow you, the reader, to engage your imagination for this reality.

I stayed in this consciousness for what seemed to be 10 minutes or so. However, when I looked at my watch 2 hours had passed by so I decided to get up & leave. The passage went from being very narrow & small to extremely large. This was happening throughout the cave. It divided itself in some areas as well.

After climbing for an hour or so I reached the opening to the cave. The light at the entrance was blinding to me. It was if I were in the dark for years. I could also smell & hear strange sounds coming from the surface.

I emerged out of this cave as a newborn babe. The colors, smells & sounds of the forest were all new to me. I could smell the dirt beneath my feet. I could see auras of colored light around every living thing. I could feel the presence of life everywhere as if I were swimming through a sea of energy.

On this sacred journey I came across a spider & spider web. This was one of my totem animals which I attracted this lifetime. I could smell the spider & web separately. It was an amazing experience.

I could hear the weird sounds it made as well. I held this state of consciousness for about a ½ an hour. My boosted senses faded back to normal after that. I felt blessed, by the core of my being, for having such a profound & uplifting experience. I was given a glimpse of who I truly was in that moment. I will never forget this divine experience.

I believe everyone has the potential to have similar experiences. Each individual will have his/her own unique perception, yet will be using the same consciousness which we all come from. Each unique experience will add to Universal mind & expand the Universe by making the unknown known through observing the moment unfold. Choosing to observe without thought or judgment to get in the way of what is becomes a deep spiritual practice. Nature is a really great that way to know yourself as you truly are. .


Many years ago I got to spend some quality time in Hawaii. While I was there I had a deep spiritual experience with a golden monk seal & a blue whale. It was in the summer time & I was swimming in Maui on big beach. I remember seeing signs everywhere, when I got there, not to touch the seals because they was endangered. I believe there was a $20,000.00 fine for doing so.

I saw cones on the beach so I asked the guard what they were for. He told me that they put a perimeter around the seal when it chooses to sun on the beach. It keeps the tourist from getting too close to this magnificent creature. After awhile the seal came up on shore & basked in the sun. I decided to go body surfing with one of the guards which was on break.

After body surfing for about 10 minutes I noticed the seal was no longer on the beach. I caught about 3 waves after that when something unexpected happened. I felt something come up underneath me. I was pushed out of the water then slid back into the ocean off of the creatures back. This actually happened twice in a row. It was the golden monk seal playing with me. The lifeguard told me not to worry because the seal touched me & I did not try & touch the seal. Then another unexpected event occurred.

A large dark mass moved next to the lifeguard & me in the water. Then, out of deep, a blue whale launched itself right next to us & splashed an enormous wave over us. We were both surprised about this happening. I felt this was a reflection of Self communicating to us that anything is possible in life. That change & the unexpected are what manifest amazement & creativity into my life. This was another experience, of many, which transformed my consciousness into a higher plane. This happening opened me up to limitless possibilities.


The first pillar of Unconditional Love is being all giving. To give from my heart in any situation I come upon in life. My time, kindness, patience, compassion or even my prayers must be given when inspired to do so by my souls urging generated within the heart center. The flow of life will always directs me to do the right thing in each precious moment.

I believe that the flow of divine energy passing through Self manifest as the space in which everything happens. That space is a part of who I am. The other part, which is one with that space, is my observing presence. Therefore everything that I perceive I am. I believe that everything I give to I am one with. In other words I am everything I experience in life. I am life.

If my thoughts give me reason not to give I block the flow of life which always desires expression. This gives me a negative or undesirable life experience to learn from. To learn to give without letting my unfocused thoughts block the flow is my spiritual practice. In giving unconditionally, without thought, I feel at one with the moment.

You may wonder how I give without thinking. There is a difference between thinking, which is generated by the organic DNA programmed brain & inspiration, which is received from my heart center.

I can observe my actions & ideas in life without thinking about them. I choose not to hold on to a thought. I believe thoughts come from past memories while ideas are new creative manifestations of the moment. I choose to let each moment inspire a new idea for expression. I believe inspiration is a much higher vibration of intelligence which harmonizes & elevates all things it comes in contact with. Inspired giving is the best giving of all. It raises joy from within & seeks nothing in return from the outside world. I have realized that giving unconditionally happens when the body is ready for that higher vibration. It happens spontaneously from the divine energy flowing through existence.


The second pillar of Unconditional Love is being all understanding. I know intuitively that there is clarity & purpose in what is happening now. Thoughts do not bring me understanding. They sometimes confuse me. They fragment my mind into many directions. This creates many emotions which are unwanted.

I believe true understanding comes from knowing thoughts from the past create disturbances in the present moment. I know when I feel abandoned it is not from what is happening now. It is from a past memory of someone not coming back into my life. It is from me not letting go of the past & allowing the present to unfold before me.

I feel that any negative emotion can surface from recalling past events. I know that if something does not feel peaceful or good it is contrary to my souls’ purpose at that moment.

I choose to feed positive events unfolding in the moment. If my mind wonders, to negative thought patterns from the past, it will be ok. I can allow them to come & go through my mindscape. If a feeling comes up from these thoughts I can allow it to come & go through my observing presence. I can make the decision to not think or define it with more mental energy. I can allow the happening of emotion through pure observation. This is the way out of negative self programming. This is the way to raise ones vibration.


The third pillar of Unconditional Love is being all accepting. Life has taught me that accepting what is brings peace, joy, & bliss. I know that when I resist, what is so, inner peace becomes distorted. Observing life without trying to change it brings such balance & harmony. I watch emotions, as I watch life, without judgment. If a judgment unfolds in my mindscape, I simply watch it come & go. I know engaging it only drains the life force available to me at that moment.

Accepting everything in life can be a challenge at first. There are many beliefs or mental energy patterns around which can influence your vibration at any given moment. The people whom you frequent often will affect you on many different levels. There are many ways to overcome this.

I have learned that if people in your life don’t bring you unconditional joy & peace, you can let them go with love. Free will is very powerful. You can choose to redirect the energy of the moment always. If it is not possible to physically leave the person, whom you feel has a draining effect on you, there are other options.

I sometimes can become transparent to the expressions & vibrations of others. If you see yourself as wind you can let the opinions & vibrations of others pass right through you. You can observe the life experience as an object. Like a baseball or floating leaf which passes through the wind with ease. All you have to do is watch the object pass through you.

When I do this exercise I keep some of my awareness in my heart center. This anchors me in the peace, which is always inside me. You can pick any place inside your body as an anchor. I choose the heart center, which is located a half an inch to the right of my lower sternum, because it is a major emotional center of the body.

There are many other techniques as well. If you want a spiritual challenge you can engage the negative vibration with joy & gratitude. Give thanks for the inner disturbance you are feeling. Give thanks that you can feel such an intense energy. Have appreciation that the universe is testing you & helping you evolve to the next level of understanding. Know that the disturbance is not you. Learn that it is just like any other object you are aware of. That it will come & go as the moment changes & unfolds into something better. Like everything else in the Universe acceptance happens when you are truly ready for it to happen. There are no mistakes in this Universe & everything has purpose. You may not see it from your perspective or vibration level, but it has purpose none the less.


The last pillar of unconditional love is being all forgiving. This, for some, can be the hardest pillar to express. One must be willing to let go of all negative expression. I know & feel that I am limited in my perspective & awareness. I believe that this plane of existence limits us all, so that we may learn to overcome through surrender, kindness, compassion, & forgiveness.

I feel the first stage of forgiveness belongs to the Self. If you hold on to judgments about yourself from the past, it disturbs or blocks the flow of life from manifesting right now. I see the past as lessons, & experiences, which mold & evolve my soul in infinite ways. I praise the Universe for my lack of awareness. I learned from my mistakes & got to experience many levels of emotional energy.

I have also found that any or all three pillars of unconditional love can be used to reinforce the others. Forgiveness can be achieved through giving, understanding & accepting. This makes love the Universal energy of balance & creation. Everything that exists comes from this love. All objects solid, mental, emotional, or spiritual come from this energy. All levels of vibration come from this eternal intelligent existence.

You might say, “How can I forgive an axe murderer or Adolf Hitler?” That is a good question & I have some good answers. You might also ask, “If everything comes from love how can destructive or negative things happen in life?” I have some good answers for that as well. All negative manifestations come from the same source, manifestations such as being anxious, angry, sad, mad, depressed, irritated, abandoned, ignored, attacked, raped, tortured, or enraged. They all come from the source of your thoughts!

The first step towards forgiveness is to identify whom you are forgiving. Is it the man or woman who wronged you? Is it the thoughts, which manifested from the man or woman? Is it the will directing the thoughts of the man or woman? Could it be the soul which is one with the man or woman, or even the Over Soul/God which everything manifest from? Is it love which we need to forgive?

Each individual will have to determine whether or not forgiveness is necessary. Every level of awareness seems to bring in a new truth, which until that moment was obscured from consciousness. At the lowest level of consciousness we must forgive the thoughts & life programming of the individual. We must forgive the way the individual directed his or her will.

The observing presence, behind that will, is the same within all of us, so it does not need to be forgiven. It is eternal & can not be destroyed or changed. Its’ only purpose is to observe the growth & evolution happening through the center of consciousness. It observes the unknown become known. It promotes the Universal will & constant, which is change. This is where the paradox lies. That which never changes…changes “everything.”

The way love changes into destruction, is through thought & will. The will holds the lower vibration of thought until it manifest into our reality. So, simply put, one must to forgive the misdirected thoughts energized by the will of the DNA programmed body! The will is formed by the life experiences & DNA of the individual, all of which come from the one source called love. This is another pointer to why life happens.




This simple phrase has the answers to all of the questions that could be possibly asked. We have two main choices to make while living our lives in these spirit centered organic shells. Do we choose to find our answers first in the outside world, or do we look inside ourselves for the moments’ truth?

In my truth quantum energy found everywhere is intelligent & benevolent. It flows from the source of all sources to all of existence. However it only acts upon concepts & thoughts generated by the spiritual & organic mind.

Source energy is used by the highest self or over soul to conceive ones reality. The subconscious mind perceives the reality & the organic brain receives the reality. You may think your thoughts & lessons in life are yours, but in truth they are the souls’.

The soul has a past present future perspective & is always connected to God/Source It knows everything about you. It knows all of the guides angels & teachers whom watch over you. It responds to your concepts & thoughts always like quantum energy does.

Quantum energy & the soul work in harmony with each other. To change or heal ones body one must talk to the quantum energy in the body & talk to the highest self( meaning the highest part of you vibrationally). Together anything is possible. We are limitless spiritual beings who think we are human. Change your thoughts & concepts & you change your world. It changes not from the masses but from the individual choosing a better reality & existence.

Scottish scientist are just now exploring the effects of stable quantum fields & the unifying benevolent intelligent qualities that these fields possess. Galaxies are effected by them as well as the microcosm of atomic & sub atomic structures. They only express through intention. Ask the body to be young & aware. Tell the soul to support that concept & it will be so. We are that powerful…just believe. It works for anything in reality.



Humanity I am innocent & naive to things of this world. I have had my heart broken

many times. Yet I choose to open my heart every time and be aware of its felt presence. I

watch it & listen to it for guidance. I know the inner voice speaks from it & my source

shines from it. Even when what life reflects makes no sense & I feel abandoned I am

aware of its’ presence. I learn from it & let go with it. Now I channel from it Gods divine

wisdom within my being.

Humanity be aware of your heart always. It will allow you to be your true self in any

moment. The flow of life is unknowable. It has an intelligence all on its’ own. It effects

the deepest core of ones being. It is a mystery on how it works. The final resting place of

the flow is nowhere yet wholeness & balance is its’ nature. Wholeness is infinite. It is the

teacher of the heart. It is God. It is Love.

Outer circumstances are a reflection of the inner light of source radiating from your

heart center. Love is the true foundation which all things manifest. Love is the silence

between words and the stillness between emotions. It can only exist in the eternal

moment of now!

To be in the flow one must let go of everything, no exceptions, no exclusions. This is

the way of renewing spirit & finding your Dharma or way. Your true creative nature is

inspired from resonating with your unique spiritual frequency. Only you can perceive &

create what you do. None else can. This is your way!


Limitations are lessons from our source created by the ego/painbody or lower organic

thinking self. Negative emotions & thought forms in the form of words can attract

restrictions or cause limitations in those people around us. Unconscious people can be

effected by negative resonance or expression. They will react unconsciously. They will

feel fear, anger, jealousy, hate, sadness, loneliness, abandonment, or depression!

A conscious person will feel this negative energy empathic-ally & not take it

Personally. They know negative attracts negative & positive attracts positive. Like

attracts like. They choose to wait & respond instead of react. This is the way of being.

Always have your awareness on the heart before you respond. Express from your true

self & not from your thinking mind. When the pond is calm & still the depth becomes

clear. Then you can choose to walk in shallow waters & not drowned. We are but drops

of water in the pond yet we are all made from the same source.

The spiritual mind differs from the organic thinking mind in that a spiritual mind

receives the moments inspiration from the higher self or spirit & the thinking mind

generates an action or thought created by the brains function. The spiritual mind runs in

harmony with ones Dharma creating balance & peace in the moment. The creative mind

comes from spirit because it is inspired!

There are two wolves in your stomach. One Black one White. One feeds on negative

thoughts & emotions. The other feeds on the positive. The one that will live is the one

that you feed the most! Don’t fight your negative thoughts & emotions watch them with

the light of your awareness. The dark will disappear in the light. Then choose positive

inspirations to replace them. Eventually there will be no room for the dark.

Spiritual Cosmic Expressions-Poetry of the Soul









Angels Hearts Spoken


Angel wings breeze on soul skins deep

Bliss created by Angels’ song plays passions crave

Thoughts crushed in emotions race

Floods of moments awareness fills

Overwhelmed presence earths root gone

Ecstasy replaces ground under foot

Escape from space time in mind

Placed nowhere doing nothing in peace centered

Conscious feeling light reflected within

Agendas in darkened loss from an organic place

Escaped from maya from illusions hold

Surrendered acceptance of conscious waves moment

Enlightened ascension lay in place

Centered being now as always

Gods’ light shines out from nothings grace

Surrounded as unified naked bare

Changing moments form aware

No words thought or spoken here

For I have fallen in loves open sphere

No end or start embraced as clear

Only life accepted holds dear











Angels Listen


Waiting for the next word to be spoken

Out of silence it breaks the minds calm

To know all is but reflection of perception

I sit writing these words from a silent mind

Peace decides to give me these words

I am not writing this for I have no free will

It is God reflecting in this organic vessel

I feel this reality is certain in truth

I do not know how this poem will end

It is specific to Gods purpose in this moment

There is nothing else but Gods now

I sit in Publix writing and knowing

Gods will rising from a silent mind echoing within

Poem’s written by the hand of God.

There is no other will or source to write

Angels listen to minds waves to paper graves

That is all this poem has to say






Gods Dream


I sit alone and wait for my heart to speak…It guides my awareness to accept Gods will…It is the only will that is…My organic mind has its programmed loops and reactions to life’s wonder…But now I choose to watch its game and not respond…My truth is a soft still voice which speaks without asking any questions…It guides me to truths unseen in the moments reflection…In faith I wait for the truth to unfold before me…No time or space just the moment unfolding as the lotus unfolds it’s infinite pedals…I do many things but think not of the doing…For life unfolds itself from the flow of God perfectly…Gods cage is Gods Self programmed organic living prison…A prison which God releases Itself when ready…Gods feelings become our salvation within one being…Our emotions are Gods lessons which torment or enlighten us out of illusion…And our heart felt acceptance becomes Gods dream…













My Heart Be Still & Know


I climb to the top of the hill to see the lake down below…My heart is pounding from climbing the hill steep…I reach the summit at dusk…A pink and purple sunset greet me…I lay my bed roll down softly…The air is still and quiet…I lay down smelling the wild flowers from below…My mind has been racing on life’s past…I still my thoughts while looking at the stars and sky…Night sets slowly and the stars begin to shoot across the sky in a hypnotic way…I ask for my truth and The Great Spirit to comfort me in my stillness…I breathe and allow the breath to find silence… I feel the weight of my body lift slowly…My body parts all separate now becoming one energy one being…I am energy as all is energy…I feel at one with the stillness…The soft inner voice speaks to me on this sacred hill above the lake…Be in peace David…Be in peace…All of your needs will be met through feeling me inside you…Be calm in life and allow the moment to unfold as it should…Be patient my child…I am with you always…I love you always…Be still and know I am The Great Spirit …I am your true conscious source…Feel me in this moment…I speak to you now as I speak to you through your friends and loved ones…You have but to listen…Know what your feeling is attracting my love upon you…Now and forever…You are love my child…Rest in my arms child of light…Be in peace…Witness life happening around you…I woke up at sunrise to feel the morning sun and the dew upon my brow…I felt aware yet totally refreshed and at peace…My stillness had healed me of my past sorrow…I had fully forgiven myself…I let go of my past fully…I was in the flow of life once again…My stillness is my prayer now…My silence receives the inner peace of the sacred heart…My acceptance of The Great Spirits love is my immortal salvation…I now follow that presence in peace…I am on my way to no where…Yet I feel now that I am everywhere helping every one do everything…Just by being still with my heart…It was my heart that I felt on that hill…It filled my body mind and spirit…It is where The Great Spirit and friend dwell within me…It is the center of consciousness…It is my truth and my way…It truly is…






















Great Lords Peace


I sit in silence at the circle of Stonehenge…The air is still and damp…The clouds above are filled with many shapes and faces…I feel the earth breathing life into my being…The core of my heart aches for a love lost to me…My thoughts torment me deeply of past remembrance…Knowing it is the divine spirits will does not consol me…My suffering is thy will lord…I can not call it my own…For without spirit flowing through me I am nothing…Feeling the grass beneath me…Smelling the evergreen in the distance deeply…Inner awareness of an oceans splendor between two shores of divine purity…One shore feels waves caress from Gods divine expression…Starting from the heart of the oceans floor…The second shore is decimated from the winds of karmic thunderstorms…It delights in the repetitive cycle of death and rebirth…Yet now I choose to accept this moments perfect grace…For it IS the will of all things that directs my course…The will of light reflects my hearts devotion…Devotion to witness life unfolding before eternal eyes…Life must also have destructive flames of emotion for a new phoenix of spirits grace to rise up…In this I understand thy will…I will to will thy will…For if I do not suffering becomes my hearts place…I take my loves ash to the depths of the burial sand…I weep the tears of thy will lord…I weep the tears of my inner hearts spirit…For that is all that can be done in this moments duration…I take rest in the great lords arms and find comfort…And accept peace once more…



Angels View


I am watching and listening to you

I know you’re every thought, feeling, & emotion

When you cry I share your tears freely

When you laugh I feel your joy fill me

I am angelic consciousness aware of Gods self creation

You are my devoted focused love in the moment

I await you to ask that sacred question

Will you speak to me Guardian Angel?”

From this point I may speak to your being

From this point I may dialog with you if you desire it

I am here to help you on the path of creation

Let go of egos expectations and allow me to guide you

From my perspective I may guide you safely

We are co creators whom God loves dearly

For out of his being we were all created

In her love we are all sustained

In his body we all return embraced full as pure love

So accept my guidance in kind and live in wonder

For I am guiding you to feel and spread love

The love which you truly are

The love of all which you perceive and create

Know all thoughts you perceive rise up from one God

Accept spirit and live in passions bliss and splendor

Live in ecstasy and ascend into Loves creation once again.





God She Loves


I am caught in a place of solitude and silence…
Love of self reflected in another soul light…
Yet alone I reflect this love upon myself deeply…

For it has not left me in presence or circumstance…
Loves power binds my experience in spirits’ splendor…
For there is naught without love in moments glance…

Waiting to greet love outside of breath and touch…
To know Gods reflection deep as she unfolds before me…
To know her touch and familiarity of heated hearts passion…

To cool with God in her embrace wanting nothing…
Embraced by God accepting her totality in senses bliss…
I now fall in her grace and let her winds guide to lands set…











Inner Peace Alone


Alone dark skies covered night,

Silence moves thought from light

Anger fades in fears flight

No emotion black voids fight


Surface all escapes truth

Moments on blank minds roof

Now begins as natures booth

Neck against wet tigers tooth


Surrendered to place and time

Seconds counted less than dime

Peace to know light souls shine

Death releases and ends this rhyme


Future Night


In the darkest mountain night

I felt a presence not far from sight

It comes from earth air water and light

It comes from places not dim or bright

A perfect presence from internal might

That once I felt during a darkened night











I feel what’s real in the moment

By being aware and still

Thoughts of past or future dissipate

My true essence unfolds

I have found the truth of this moment

I am enlightened now

Until the shadowed thoughts raise up

then I am again an unconscious

truth of being lost once again


My Resting Place


Hiking up the path through dark green life.

I hear my heart pounding as my body aches in Physical strife.

I see a light up above shining down the wooded path.

It inspires me to go on while leaning on my staff.

The top is getting closer as I push myself up the trail.

Seeing the view from the summit means my spirit did prevail.

I did not lose my passion while looking through darkened trees.

I made it to the light to finally rest down on my knees.

The view was at the height of an eagle flying high above.

The valleys down below an expression of creators love.

I’m glad I took those last steps to see such a  divine grace.

I have now finished this journey and found my resting place

Dusk till Dawn


Life goes on

From dusk till dawn

If you know how

To share it

Life goes on

From dusk till dawn

If you know how

To bare it

But if life is sad

And you don’t feel glad

There is a way to bear it

You take an old thought

That you’ve pondered somewhat

And find some new friend

To share it


Higher Ground


Love last in the futures past

As far as the mind can see

Love pain  is gain in the eyes that guides

And knows all souls flow free

Love found abound is sent all around

Like air we all must breathe

But embracing lust that’s found in us

Can bring a kingdom down

A soul in trust can feed the lust

Or utterly tear it down

But a soul in love brings light from above

And raises it to higher ground


The Great Spirit Whispers

I sit at the top of a hill with pipe in hand…
Listening to the whispers of the wind…
I am covered with a wool blanket…
It is rough against my naked skin…

The cold is deep…
This is my journey to myself…
The journey to the heart…
I listen to my heart for days…

It speaks of things to come and gives me much strength…
At times spirit becomes my blanket and warms me…
At times spirit freezes me to the bone…
I ache and give thanks for all of the sensations of life…

My awareness seems to increase everyday on this hill…
The animal noises and the sound of the trees are felt deeply…
I sometimes don’t know where they end and I begin…
I feel their connection and harmony with the Great Spirit…

I feel them as if they were always inside me…
After a few days on the hill I am not hearing the inner voice…
The hawk greets every morning knowing a new day is upon me…
The spider crawling on my face frosted cold around me…

I am truly blessed…
I am a true brother and friend to all that is was or will be…In the end I walk down the hill with a new language and friend…
I know that I am a reflection of all of Spirits life…

I create and communicate in my awareness of my heart space…
I am everything I perceive in this moment as light and love…
I am also the darkest black void of nothingness…
I am that spacious awareness…

I am an instrument of the Great Spirits love & compassion…
I am joyful & peaceful radiating being…
I reflect the moment as it is…
As I am…


















Eternal Soul


In the silence

I found his grace

In the stillness

I found my place

In his knowledge

I’m never bound

In his center

Light flows round

I am the wood

I am the fire

Consumed and illuminated

By living desire

To rise spirits flame

And keep the wood whole

Feed it the wind

From your eternal soul












I Am


In order to be

Who I truly am

I must not travel

Near or far

Searching deep inside

My heart to see

A mirror that reflects

I am in me










When you hold it tight

You’ve lost it

When you’ve lost it

You try and find it

In trying to find it

You lose it again

When you share it

Or reflect it

Or observe it

You become a part of it

One with it



Circle Divine


Circle of twine

With stones that shine

Becomes the  symbol

Of Love that’s divine

A symbol that’s eternal

Existing beyond time

A symbol that binds

All love that’s divine




Human Beings


We are a race of human beings

A race where the voice of love can ring

A race that can evolve all surrounding things

A race which expression of creation doth spring

A race that the light of the universe sings

A race that reflects gods’ emotional pings

A race that lives as gods everything














Sometimes to be

Is ok

Not to seek

Is ok

Not to listen

Is ok

Not to feel

Is ok

Not to think

Is ok

Just to be

It’s ok






If you try to fly away

From life under shadowed days

You will find it hard to focus

Traveling on your way

But if you search for light

Wherever you might stay

You become gods’ reflection

To create a brand new day







One Whole


A soul in love

That is pure and divine

Will find all its answers

In a search beyond time

For searching an answer

In another soul

Is to search yourself

For all is one whole



Heart Of Man


Sun and moon meet

At the mountain highest

As the lion

Lays with the lamb

The love of life

Is the brightest

As Christ speaks

From the heart of man












Winters Dawn


A wise old man awakens to the winters dawn

Watching crystal flakes dance a rainbows song

This infinite joy he feels raises him away

To see gods creation give birth to one more day

For he knows the Great Spirit gave him these things

Through his wisdom and through his dreams

As destiny is written as stars play their song

He accepts the truth that love as light belong






If all souls are one

From atom to sun

Then life on the run

Is giving one fun

Being as a child so young

To accept not to shun

Inspired love hating none

As gods will is shown

As gods will is done












That which attacks embrace and let go

Do not resist or control and let go

Produce thoughts as positive and let go

Receive positive energy and let go

Create your reality each moment and let go

Allow it to unfold and let go

Let emotion into your cosmos and let go

Embrace your next reality and let go

Just know I am and let go

Be and let go



Gods Desire


Dreams of colored sights and sound

Please the spirits of sky and ground

Art and music love and light

Human experiences are Gods Delight

God’s expression is found in all things

His light reflects through human beings

If you choose to reflect Gods desire

God will ignite your heart on fire

If alone in the darkness before mornings light

Sit stone still like mother earths night

Silent as a dolphin you hear a soft voice

That speaks from your heart Gods will your choice


As one


I see you once

for a duration

of a moonlit glance

upon its cycle

on heavens high

Reflecting hearts light

white as fresh snow

as spectral rainbows

Gratitude in thine eye

for your present touches

A splintered weave

of a heart once fractured

once again beating

in time with yours

with peace & bliss

as the moments residue

Another span of awareness

waiting in patient care

for a new moon

to rise from

horizons edged depth

bearing wisdoms wholeness

in radiant smiles care

seen as souls life

breathing into being

a spirit naked bare

which stands upon

cold blessed ground

which you stand

and make again pure

from your inner fires

seeping into Gaias ground

In gratitude I leave

in physical circumstance

yet in souls glory

I’ve never left

for we share one core

which beats deep within

our spirits chest

content in knowing

our souls follow

in cycled time

for an eternity

Blessed to wait

for the next moon lite

to dance again

as one whole

upon eternity’s path

forever touched within

from silent truth unspoken

in still radiance

upon peaces care…













In the absence of knowledge

Be still and aware

Listen to the silence

And God will be there





Next time around


Life is like mountains

With ups and downs

Where it starts

Is where it’s found

If any lost thoughts

Or deeds are left down

They will have to be crossed

Your next time around













Karmic town


Life is a circle

That’s all around

You are the center

Which all can be found

Surrounded by thoughts

You planted in ground

Someday to grow

Into karmic town

Good seeds will grow

A joyous day

Now if there bad

It’s time to pay

But life goes on

Either way



Cosmic fire


Cosmic fire on dancing air

Spins a web for all who care

Unfolding a cosmos for all to see

Each part connected to all things that be

Time is created for humans to see

Spans of illusion as parts of a dream

The web created is attached to all things

Love is the center where all life must spring

If this web was not all around

The universe would be empty

The universe would be bound



Who do all the creatures belong?

As the world evolves on its way.

Who can hear the creators’ song?

In the silence of a heart at bay.

Who can see the sun of love?

When the horizon breaks dawn of day.

Who can listen to the soul above?

When creation has something to say.

Who can speak to inspire all things?

And awaken the spirit in grace.

Who is the center of human beings?

That sets our universe in place.

Who is the divine that answers?

All the questions humanity will face.

Who is there in the moment?

To put ones perspective in place.

Who is this infinite being?

That defines awareness in space.

You that’s who.












Light Song


Life is a rhythm of sound and light

Sounds that surround breaks rhythm so slight

Flow with a song of silence that’s bright

So life becomes one connection that’s tight

Beware of a rhythm that causes life’s’ tears

Focus your heart so you might soon hear

A song that separates light souls from dark fears

A song with no end lasting all through the years


























What’s Divine


I have been on a long journey far away from home

Looking for some answers to tell where I belong

I have found no peace in searching so far away

My answers can’t be found on land or in the bay


Love light truth and wisdom are the tools that I use best

To search my inner visions and find lost thoughts at rest

I find fragments of mind not from this earthly Grace

But from another world found adrift in dimensional space


I wonder if these fragments are causing so much trouble

I asked what’s the greatest reason for Gods’ ultimate puzzle

Am I to gather the pieces to find my place in space and time

Or focus in the moment and allow God to grow what’s divine










Inner Reflections


I look deep within my stillness and listen to my silence,

To find my true divinity and dissipate my past violence,

I seek myself in the moment to find some inspiration,

To express Gods love and purpose for a moments duration,

I try and keep life simple with joy and happiness as my key,

To open the doors of my senses and let my soul flow free,

I see God in everything from the Mountains to the sea,

For God is the answer to what my inner reflections must be.
























The Great Spirit Walks


I walk two roads in life…One shows me the light and love of creation…The other has darkness and pain…They both are on my path…They both are in balance with what is…The Great Spirit reflects perfectly what lesson we need to observe in every moment…With silence on my path I walk and listen…The heart speaks only truth when I am with it…It shows me my lessons deeply…It brings me closer and closer though light and darkness alike…It comforts me that the Great Spirit loves me so much to put lessons on my path…Lessons which bring me closer each day to my divine center…To my heart space deeply…To know the truth of life without thought…Yet with perfect understanding…What is…Is the best teacher of all…It reflects your personal truth of that moment…That you are aware of Self’s creation…As I walk this path going nowhere I am comforted…All of my basic needs are cared for…All of the creators miracles unfold before my conscious eyes…For I am exactly where I am supposed to be always…I am here…I am now…I am…















The Flow


I breathe in divine light of the still moments pause…

To quiet the mind from past emotions obsession…

Waves surge within my skins tomb with no calm to rest…

Breath watched in flow from behind minds gate…

Chaos enters pain from my minds back door freely unwatched…

Unwatched but for a moment is an eternity in cosmic reflection…

A storm of pain repeats itself again & again…

I am lost in the futures past without lights anchor …

Reality lost in the mind of illusion conscious bare…

Bodies’ organs ache as tears stream from deep…

Deep past remembered from lives long turned to dust…

I watch from the hearts home with light of conscious breath…

Such Breath knows itself from the sources pool…

Directed by a voids desire from calm waters peace…

Breathe in & out one cosmos to reflect & see…

The heart becomes still once again in lifes garden…

A garden filled with the moments bliss & splendor…

Aromas turn into spectral rainbows within a calm soul…

The body vibrates in awareness bare naked in whispering wind…

Like cold droplets of mountain dew rolling upon a newborns skin…

Skin untouched by human thought or desire in place…

Heaven has become accepted as an open space…

From the inner sanctuary truth has become self aware…

Knowing true life has awakened itself in creative joy…

Awakened from an infinitely soft safe place once again…

From a surrendered place which spirits being calls the flow.

































Illuminated Cosmic Love


I lay by my lover caressing her fiery red hair…I’m lost in her deep spectral eyes and pupils of the darkest void where her universal nothingness resides…Her kisses devoured the passion stirring within me…I could not tell where her mouth ended and mine begun…Lost in fleshes caress…I see her as points of light shimmering…Light reflecting off the love of my heart…Her hair smells like a fresh spring flowers in the dew of dawn…I am lost in her beauty and radiant smile…She takes my arms hands and massages them while squeezing my legs between her thighs…Inviting me to start connecting on a deep soulful way…My passion was overwhelming to me…Her glistening soft white skin was like a newly born child and smells like heavens open gates…I slowly caressed her body to see her being shine upon me…The unconditional love I had for her was bursting from my heart in streams of white light and spectral rainbows…My inner cosmos was blossoming into all the beauty I’ve ever seen …I rested my third eye upon her heart…I was illuminated and consumed by her radiant being…Our souls merged as one at that moment…She overwhelmed all of my senses…The points of light were as bright yet peaceful and warming…A blissful calm washed over me like warm watered silk flowing through my being…I accepted that this was what the universe wanted me to experience…I surrendered to my love completely…I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time…My emotions were becoming light patterns upon the room around me…Light was everywhere…Waves of pleasure and love coursed through my entire body…She had no idea the power her love had upon my inner sanctum…I was in awe at the Goddess within her…I lost myself in her presence only to find myself once again…I was reflecting a soul that resonated like my own…A being I have known for many lifetimes in all existence…I felt my divine mates energy raise my inner core to the surface of my consciousness…I saw in her what was divine within me…Two hearts bringing up the one light and love of the universe…From that point on I chose to surrender to this beauties grace & presence…I am finally being myself again…I am cosmic awareness of the beauty that is…I am falling in Gods love…I am in love…I am love…I am…I…
















Nothing Is


I search for an answer…There is none…I fill my head and heart with infinite questions…Which only silence and stillness can answer…My inner calm blinds me if I watch with closed eyes…My presence and power repels the masses…For they are not ready to feel so deeply…I watch as the moment unfolds…Life’s beauty begins to surface on the screen of my consciousness…My micro universe has expressed love eternal for one brief moment…I watch the macro universe reflect my inner beauty perfectly…Then I begin to praise and thank the moment…Then it fades with my next thought of what is next…I lose myself once again…To the burning destructive power of thought…It breaks down my universe into parts that are unfamiliar to me…It divides and separates and grows like a cancer into more parts and divination…I watch my thoughts once again…Life unfolds beautifully…I dance with the Gods and Goddesses in silence and stillness…They rest in my micro consciousness waiting to be released into expression…Expression into the macro world once again…I breathe in… I breathe out…Nothing comes to mind…Nothing is…Spacious awareness of…












Butterfly Message


I was thinking about my love on my walk back from the gym…I felt you in my heart strongly… I came across some wild flowers with a butterfly on it…My inner voice said reach for it…I did and it flew around me and far away…The voice said kneel down to the flowers and be still…I did and calmed my loving heart to radiate inner peace…The Orange and Black Butterfly came back to the flower and drank it’s nectar once again…My inner voice said “I am watching…Pick the flower by the root and berry it in your garden at home”…I did what it asked…On my way home a yellow butterfly flew in front of me and blessed me…I cried deeply…My heart knew how much the great spirit and my lover loved me…I must be still and watch life unfold…It comes to me in peace…In spacious free awareness my love comes to me…When she sets upon my hand I know…I am…


Goodbye my love


Goodbye my love.

Good bye my friend.

For our time is over.

As the night time begins.

Good night my love.

Good night my friend.

We will be together soon.

Soon as the sun rises again.



Perfect Loves Queen


Good bye my dearest friend whom I wished to love in a sacred place.

You held me so warm and gentle in your loving motherly arms embrace.

Allowing my souls tears to release the addiction of my deep passions crave.

I accepted in tears that you my Angel offered only an unconditional loving place.

My tears emotion flowed inward and upward ascending to my sacred space.


I felt Gods wisdom compassion and love from my surrendered painful tears.

When we connect again it will be a loving friendship that brings us through the years.

For my hearts passion will reflect another as I release my abandoned fears.

You are a guide and reflection for me in darkness to see my own light.

For our relationship shall be for the day and left behind in the night.


God I pray to find a love that can blossom in the soft moon lights embrace. I rest in sensual slumber and awaken entwined in her sacred place.

To watch her sleeping breaths awaken upon a pillow ridden face.

I pray to connect with my mystery lover in passion, joy, and peace.

Dearest lord please help me attract her as a wonderful heart space dream.


As in love I will melt from her passions kiss as I reflect my inner lights King.

Our eyes will see the eternal approaching in an amazing orgasmic scene.

Two bodies so close they merge in oneness in sweats luminous gleam.

Two beating hearts of bursting passion as sensual flames merge as being.

My light reflected Gods perfect love by joyously attracting my Goddess & my Queen.






























A Souls Time for a Kiss


She sits across the table from me.

A smile lights up her beautiful face.

My heart expands in love and light.

Her lips are so full and smooth.

Like red silk on a bed of white roses.

The smell of her perfume fills my being.

I hold her soft radiant hand gently in mine.

I can feel her pulse through the skin.

It is a divine beat which becomes one with mine.

Kindness and compassion fill her eyes.

I am speechless feeling love in that moment.

It’s a perfect moment where time stands still.

She is my soul mate reflecting the essence of my being.

In stillness I feel her inner peace sing through me.

In silence I am aware of her breath in time with my own.

I slowly move towards her feeling the heat of soft skin

I feel the impulse to caress my breath upon her lips.

I desire to share the passion welling up within my heart.

It aches so deep and wishes to be released.

The light within me wishes to stoke the embers of passion.

I wish to spark the soul into ecstasy and divine light.

My lips separated only by her radiant red hair.

They rest upon her angelic face.

Each hair shines as rubies in the candle light.

I reach up and brush the hair softly against her skin.

I rest it upon her gentle shoulders.

My smiling lips close the remaining space between us.

I desire to kiss her lips with mine own.

To moisten her with my sensual kisses embrace.

As I open my mouth in loves tenderness she turns.

She offers her cheek as a target of my deepest passion.

The fire of my heart begins to drown from inner tears.

My soul mate shows only friendship from her heart.

Her minds intent is clear from my heart filled tears.

I keep sitting across that table with my soul mate and friend.

Time passes by and our relationships come and go.

We find comfort in each others company.

The flame of that first kiss still burns within me.

Through acceptance the heart has dried and healed over the years.

We still enjoy being with each other deeply.

I would wait a thousand lifetimes for her one passionate kiss.

In kindness love and compassion I wait for her lips embrace.

Someday or lifetime on this world it will be… I now tell you this.

But in Gods time not mine for love is an eternal place.









Soul Mates Out Of Time


My love we have life eternal

To reflect in each others eyes

We have life eternal

To reflect tears streaming by

You will never leave my heart

You would never even try

Because our souls have embraced

We are soul mates out of time

I see myself reflected in you

Deep within your being

I feel loves presence in you

That causes my tears to sing

I know we were brought together

To express unconditional love & grace

We will allow our spirits expression

To manifest purpose in this place

To live as two mirrors reflected

To discover living in spirits chase

To live as two mirrors reflected

And accept being in this space.











Perfect Reflection


I’ve known you my dearest love

Since the birth of eternal light

Many lifetimes we have met

To share our souls delight

We know each others passion

We share each others grace

We dance to each others rhythm

And merge in loves embrace

My feelings are felt between us

As your presence draws me near

Your words of love and presence

Melts all of my darkest fears

The brightest light of love

I’ve felt from your heart

You’re my perfect reflection

You’ve always been from the start

I don’t know where were going

The road ahead is unclear

We may choose to stay together

Or part in joyous tears

All I know is I love you

Being with you inspires me dear.










My Goddess Love


The love of a Goddess embraces my soul.

Her light sinks in to places untold.

She shares her essence, wisdom, and grace.

She shows me the beauty of her body and face.

I feel no jealousy, anger or hate.

I have no want or need as of late.

Her power has healed me and made me whole.

For her embrace was complete as two halves make one soul.









My Goddess holds half my heart

She held it from the very start

Her smile moves my very soul

When she hugs I’m completely whole

But when she goes away in space and time

I take this moment to search deep inside

My spirit then takes me on a different route

It lets me know the inner Goddess speaks out

She says I’m whole already without a doubt

So when she comes back from her sacred place

She becomes the mirror for my inner Goddesses face


How To Let Go


When I lost my true love

I was told to let go

But in that final moment

How to do that I did not know

To let go of my love

Did not make any sense

To let go of my friendship

Would make it way intense

So I decided to go within

To find this puzzling answer

And I found it was my sadness

That was acting like a cancer

So I surrounded it with white light

And asked to feel our love

That was the final answer

To this question placed above

I got to keep my love forever

With the memory of her angelic face

I know it wont be Never

To once again be in loves grace











Let Go This Way


Life is great and wonderful you see.

For now my head and heart are free.

I let go of lost loves sadness that held me at bay.

I launched my souls light wings and flew away.

But then my lost loves heart calmed down.

And a new love within started stirring around.

It inspired her to come back and ask me out.

A fresh new start I can not pout.

This new love now has seized the day.

Our lives are now better that we let go this way.



Unnmet Dreams


I know my wife from visions seen

I dedicate my love to unmet dreams

Someday we will meet and fly away

Till then I will love from a distance and prey

The other ladies  I’ve met and seen

Are friends to love not lovers to be

My love for her will never die

For we will create another life

From our souls a mix begun

We will create a living sun

From this life all will see

What love expresses from her and me

This is our future this is our dream

We are the next creators to be

Inspiring love from an open heart to see

The web of life connecting all things to be



Dear Friend


To keep my dear friend from leaving my life.

I must let her go from my sight.

I can not let her hear my voice.

I have to live by her final choice.

To someday come back and be my friend.

Or choose to leave and never be seen again.













True Love


I found true love in your eyes

A love that’s pure and divine

I see in you a spirits that’s free

I see in you a creator to be

I found what’s missing in my soul

It’s found in you what makes me whole

Together were complete in our own way

Together our love will master the day



Love In Me


Like the river

Runs to the sea

That’s how your love

Flows into me

At a steady pace

your love’s found a place

Deep inside my heart

Sometimes I feel it’s not there

So I sit in silent prayer

Then a light shines on my heart

To create a fresh new start

So loves emotion can express

I care
















In Love


In Love there is naught else…No opposite to neutralize its’ splendor of ecstasy or bliss…Its’ only purpose is to attract the same…Deep in its’ passion one loses oneself in oneness…Tis the grace of God one merges into…Tis the only reason male and female come together in apparent separateness…To allow God to come together to oneself once again…Angels call this beauty…I call it home…In this splendor we rest in the oneness of self where we are only one…This moment is to be cherished for limitless possibilities arise from ones home…So fall in love and create your peace and joy…Fall in love and embrace the void of infinite oneness…Fall and allow your lover to be as God intended… For in the end you will realize that your lover is naught…In the end you are naught…Only the presence of God remains…Which is…I am…















Glory To Loves Embrace


We lie underneath the sheets of heaven,

Her skin as a newborns touch across my skin,

Love radiates from her soft caress,

I feel the passion of my hearts delight,

She illuminates my souls reflection in dark eyes tear,

I am consumed and lost in her divine presence,

This Goddesses limitless kindness blankets me warm,

I fall into the bottomless valley of her sensual souls grace,

In her infinite presence I surrender in silence fully,

For in her embrace I know not where I am,

I accept that I am as lost in her love as I am in mine,

In this one love betwixt our souls I rest aware in bliss,

Floating now in Gods perfection as one once again…

















In Love I Do Nothing


She is away from me now in life’s complexity

Her fathers’ daughter programmed for silence in time

I know not her return or circumstance

She moves through life with purpose and drive

I feel she must do it all without me

She asks not for help and seeks not my company

I feel her love and adoration deep in my heart

She feels and thinks of me and family in tear ridden eyes

But does not act upon her emotions quest

It is not mine to understand or change her process

It is only mine to accept this Goddesses expression

She will return to my space in kind when her time is done

Until then I can do nothing but live through my heart daily

I sit still and silent waiting for divine direction

Her divine presence and expression has never left me

For the Love that is expressed is eternal and one with all

I feel my spirit and body calm with her in mind

In her return I actively listen in bliss and grace

For her presence reflects my inner light well

She sees deep within my eyes Gods love light shine

Knowing the moment expresses perfection being divine


In Passions Kiss


A kiss in passions crave lost I am

She devours my souls’ deep expression sweet

Caressing and massaging my muscles deep

She envelops my body merged fully

As if we shared the same skin and touch

Dammed rivers within released in full force

My bliss overwhelms flesh and spirit alike

No thoughts in mind only feeling moments splendor

God loving Goddess through loves flowing rapids

One heart one love one being expressed

Exhausted in reflected ecstasy melting into one pool

Floating waves of source from whence we came

Before time began and all was the same

Sleeping now in the voids peace being nothing once again

Light pierces mine eye eternally entwined in loves embrace

O bright sun resets lifes play of unities chase

The game to remember ourselves as two

To play another days illusion of separation once again















Love Filled Dreams


My life is a love filled dream

Right from the very start

My birth was a long awaited answer

To the flame in my mothers heart

Her Indian spirit was strong and free

I felt this because it entered me

Three days after I saw first light

Her spirit was taken into the night

Her love was unconditional

It was felt from the very start

Her spirit has never left me

Her star burns bright within my heart

This was just the beginning

For my life as a sun

I was adopted into a wonderful family

Whose love for me was always one

My mom spoke of me as special

Since the day she held me in her arms

She never felt I was not her own

I was accepted as if Christ from a barn

She cared for me my whole life as if I were her own

I never felt deserted or ever without a home

One morning in October

My mother had passed away

I felt her spirit enter me

Now two mothers live within my spirits Bay

Two mothers now shining brightly

Deep within my hearts grace

I will cherish their love forever

A mothers love can never lose its’ place

For a love filled dream is lost never

It lives within my heart filled space.

































She came into my heart from distant words spoken,

She shines like my mother with eyes of kind compassion,,

Christ abides with her speaking in a calm sweet voice of certainty,

My love for her is constant and deep as the oceans blue,

She talks of things of beauty joy and peace,

In private times she tickles me as my mother did when I was a child,

When she says I love you I feel it in the center of my heart and soul,

When she leaves me I still feel her presence inside me,

She is never gone from me I feel her always,

I know when she returns all will be calm and true,

She is my compass which guides me when dark days come,

She guides me when I am not expressing my inner souls peace,

She loves me when I need to feel the divine mothers embrace,

I thank my Goddess for blowing me to lands set,

I love my Goddess with all of Gods grace and divinity within me,

May we always find comfort in each others presence,

I pray we shall reflect the best of our beings existence,

To serve the divine in humanity and each other.








Backwards to the Future


We live in a world of technology…That creates chemicals which build in us toxically…That destroys our awareness apparently…From seeing the truth of life…Our thoughts bring up reality…With a media which shows you what the few want you to see…It forms a world that does not serve you or me…It enslaves your mind and actions to be…Better to go back to small communities…Horses to get around are clean…Natural stone and wood to build your place… No toxins there to pollute your space…Clean air to breathe every day…Time to work and time to pray…Connecting to source in any old way…Freedom to choose a great world and great day…Maybe If we go back to these nature ridden days…The universe may allow more contact our way…But if we choose to step forward…To consume and destroy the dirt beneath our feet…The air will become stale…Polluted water to drink…Then death will be our future…For from the earth is what we breathe…What is left is a still human heartbeat…Which our thoughts eventually deceived…








Butterfly Queen


I glance over my shoulder hearing the winds breath

Blue eyed wings stared through my being as she sets

My heart is calm and my body is still watching beauty

Her silence radiates warm light within my aware being

I know we are as two flames merged into one moment

Neither of us outside of this perfect cosmic dance of peace

Accepting each others presence as divine and with purpose

For being in this meadow now is our destiny and perfection

No thought rises to ruin this expression of our inner sanctum

No single thought rises to define this outer dreams reflection

For in this moment an enlightened eternity rests aware unfolding

We know in this deep embracing acceptance… that life is…











Mother of all


Mother of all I beseech you

Please forgive my country new

Mother of all I pray to you

Please guide the hearts that are untrue

Mother of all I cry for you

For your heart reflects my heart too

Mother of all I live for you

You provide for my every need

Mother of all I love you

For your life eternal indeed

Mother of all when I die for you

May I fertilize your next seed

Mother of all I thank you

For your love is all that will be

















Still Peaceful Night


Shifting world in conflict I beseech you

Let go of our anger and hate

Heal your skies and oceans of blue

Create balance before it’s too late

Move the hearts of people in power

Don’t let their greed and lust devour

Lead the people with heart and grace

To a place of harmony in your space

Upon the valleys and mountain zones

Let them live in caves and domes

To make their peace in a place called home

Clear out the souls bent on destructive desire

Allow compassion and wisdom to be forged from your fire

Release all darkness with dawns early light

Let loves light inspire all in your sight

That gives all your children a still peaceful night

For now all is silent for now all is right



Lifes Dream


To know light as beauty

Is to have nature as a friend

Who guides me to live free

Without a beginning or an end

Future days are uncertain

As the past is forgotten it seems

The moment is but drawing a curtain

To see what I call life’s dream

Mother Trees Race


How often do you go out to look at the trees

The source of the air that you constantly breathe

How often do you think about mother earths green

You are her children and not a fake dream

How often do you respect that which gives you life

Is it as much as you respect your child or even your wife

How often do you love the oceans and the land

Is it as many times in life as you’ve played in the sand

These are some questions that you need to hear

For mother earth is dieing a little each year

She does not feel your love and tenderness it seems

She does not even feel your happy heart felt dreams

So make an effort to love the green beneath your feet

Try to take some time and get off the black paved street

For humanities time has run out and that’s a certain fact

The moment has to be now for humanity to get on track

Put your mind on love and green to find your true space

Do not let your mother die and save our human race











Space Inner Space


I’m a spiritual human from outer space

Here to teach you about inner space

This is where you find inner grace

Then you will know harmonies  proper place

Do not judge ethnic religion color or race

For you judge yourself in this awful space

Try joy love and compassion to take their place

Then mother earth will blossom her lovely face

So humanity will have finally won their case

That they are worthy to exist in this space

Not to be destroyed without a trace


Eternal Fight


Dark shadows embrace the night

Bright moonshines as sense delight

Predators prowling first blood to bite

Predators prowling eyes lit so bright

Loud wolves howling out of sight

Prey is preying for dawns first light

Nature is singing all balanced all right

Life and death always embrace so tight

Neither can win this eternal fight











The fire burns down

Into an amber glow

As black smoke rises

Against pure white snow

Creatures are lurking

In shadows below

In the cold silence

Where darkness can grow

When fire light dies

You will soon know

Creatures are coming

It’s time to go




















Seeded Thoughts


First life is found as a raindrop sound falling on a seed

It raises to the surface and seeks the sun to feed

Energy earth and air supports its every need

Nature nurtures love into all that must be

So don’t think your separate from all things you see

In a web were all connected by one heart and one being

To know how this can be close your eyes at night to see

The parts of god in thee that grows inside like a watered seed

Nurtured with your thoughts planted with your dreams

In the end of your life the whole world will learn of thee

For the seeds you have planted are creations soon to be

Know love shared with all becomes a sacred tree

That steadily grows into all things that be

Love limits are limitless as you will soon see

For seeds will be falling to grow an eternity

One last thing to remember thoughts in mind are real you see

They blossom like a flower or sprout like a tree

Unstoppable just like lightning once their out of their seed

They grow old with intent, intent fed from thee

so choose your thoughts well choose them well indeed

for who wants to live in a world full of bad seed



Wondrous Thing


As I reach

For a soul in need

The soul retreats

From the plant as a seed

Pain in heart

To see a seed dry

To far out of reach

I begin to cry

The wind begins

To blow it away

It floats over head

And into the bay

With water to nurture

The seed to grow

The tides will decide

If land would soon sow

If the soul reaches out

It will plant at the shore

If it pushes away

I will see it no more

With land to grow roots

Life should soon spring

As a soul wants to blossom

Into a wondrous thing







Future Night


In the darkest mountain night

I felt a presence not far from sight

It comes from earth air water and light

It comes from places not dim or bright

A perfect presence from internal might

That once I felt during a darkened night




Holy Ground


climbing to reach the summit peak

cold air blows no sun shows

climbing high to reach the sky

no end in sight no air to speak

my body numbs as bones begin to ache

spirits of earth test my feet

spirits of air grasp my breath

I will not stop I will not break

Blinded by mist of clouds around

I challenge all spirits of life

The heavens open as I hear my heart pounding

The last step is holy on sacred ground









Freedom Sent


I watched an eagle soar high to greet the early winds

I watched him dive low to challenge canyons bend

I watched him fly along until the rivers end

He screamed a blood curdled song as if his soul was bent

For there was much loss in the place where last he went

A battle raged in blood he watched with intent

Many men had died that day without their consent

Killing in blind rage as an emotional vent

An eagle knows men have hearts with no sense

An eagle feels without filters he raised no defense

His heart is strong and pure he knows its content

He knows his soul is free for his soul is freedom sent




















Finding Peace


Dry red earth beneath my feet,

Breathing warm light penetrating my pores,

Moist droplets surface only to return to the fire air,

Head is light mind is empty,

Accepting the path no regrets,

The view inspires every step,

Cactus green cool in thought,

Waiting night of dark to descend,

Stars will soon sing the nocturnal song,

Heart is beating at earths divine pace,

Mother Earth reflects awareness within,

I walk with purpose in now I am,

My choice I stop and go,

Breathe in Breathe out Breathe in,

My Universe breathes me deep,

Centered on no desire no thought no self,

Grace embraces feeling like silk,

Ah a moments Peace,










Who is Empty?


I walk with purpose down this rock ridden road called life…Looking for nothing going nowhere just being dirty on this journey…Some rocks get in my boots and cause me pain…Some are just the size to kick out of my way…The biggest ones of all I climb over…The cracked ones I break down or walk around…


Whoever crosses my path I give my consciousness attention…To see what I am creating at that moment…To own and savor the existence so sweet…Raindrops on my face pebbles under my feet…My perception is the canvas of my soul letting me know where I am…Where ever I am…There I am…


I choose to judge my shadow sometimes…It’s a trap you know…Or did I mean a trip…Anyways Judgment sometimes turns into anger…Anger can slide into rage man…Rage can burn out into sorrow…Sorrow can make one feel lonely and fear can fall into place…Just like conditional love turning into fear anger rage what a strange trip that is…


I love the lessons of my shadowed ego feeding on pain and suffering…Some people who are unaware trigger me into feeding the lower natures of my existence…Great lessons all of them…Take advantage of me …Hate me & loathe me…Rage on me as the devil child of satin…I will be thrilled to spill from your slippery shadow…Slip and slide to call it my own…Can you dig it cats and dogs…


I have my cup half full of shadow and half of light it seems… Never could drink life strait black ya know… Goes down sweeter with cream and sugar…Can’t drink it all or pour it out…Always mixing it up to paint on my portrait of life… A little bit of happiness with a touch of strife…


Someday I can pour out the coffee and switch to tea…Light and clear with the same amount of caffeine…Not ready to do it just yet ,but soon…Not today…My badges of tears and screams are worn proudly…My sorrow and pain feed my identity of…Poor me…Help me…Feed me…Pity me…Yeah right like that’s a truth I will hold on tightly too…Not!…


Feeling like no one would pay attention to me if I was not larger than life…I have to have more talents than everyone else…I have to stand out in the crowd and be the center of attention…No women would have me if I was not all that and then some…Mix in me being a bad ass, non caring, non giving, bad boy with a hell driven attitude…I have to be the one and only GOD!!!…Yeah right!…


I would sometimes think and feel that if I were not all of these things no woman would have me…I would not be a challenge for them…No one wants a boring nice guy who smothers with gifts, time, adoring words and syrupy kindness…Where is the challenge in that…It takes away from all of the primal hunting instincts within man and women…I have to manipulate to get my mate…Yeah that’s the ticket…


All of this is too much work …I am thinking way too much on all of this insignificant bullshit…I give up…I surrender……I close my minds well and give up my heaven and my hell…It’s too much effort for so little joy…I was happier as a dumb kid playing with my toy…Playing and being creative for its own sake…Like flying a kite and swimming in the lake…


Empty my dreams…Empty my past and all of its’ things…No good…No bad…No right…No wrong…No joy…No hate…No fear now… as of late…Not even thoughts to masturbate…Nothing remains…I stand here naked bare aware…My cup is now empty…What will this void produce?… Who am I now? Whence did I come? …Who is listening?… Who is breathing?…Who is feeling?… Who is Empty? …Who is?..














Eternal Lights End


Horus ascension from a sexual embrace…

From the mystery of Isis we choose to face…

Two serpents raised in conscious bliss…

Soon to meet in a third eye kiss…

Down from heaven souls light to rain…

Our souls will merge once again…

To fill an empty cups desire…

To ignite ones soul with cosmic fire…

In her presence man doth nest…

To raise his Ka with all the rest…

To stroke the Goddess upon her zones…

To ascend back to his BA now shown…

Serving his Goddess for a life in heart…

Reflects her end has become his start…

For in the end we both will know…

The eternal light we both now show…















Dark Intentions see the Light


Awareness of dark intentions…

Cloud the minds through thought extensions…

Greed & power from lust devour…

The souls of many upon this hour…

The few who hide behind symbols of peace…

The few who call themselves master or priest…

Control the flow of material & mind…

To focus their power to lead human kind…

No conscious will to heal or feed…

Only to consume from others greed…

Programming society to heed their will…

Raping the lands & wars blood to spill…

Stealing the thoughts of the masses deep…

Through the Medias war on everything steep…

We follow their lead like Shepard’s sheep…

We leave our wills within their keep…

Humanity needs to wake up once again…

To sustain their hearts in the greater goods bin…

To focus on sustaining lifes peace & light…

To focus upon the stars naught in the darkness of night…

Small natural communities must reign in Gaias reconstruction…

For black top tree chopped cities will become our destruction…

Their over populated spaces are breeding mental dysfunction…

Where broken relationships from lies becomes societies junction…

We lie & manipulate to fulfill our needs…

We change our minds to darken our deeds…

Just to get a fix or fuel the egos greed…

Or to “buy the next woman” to plant your next seed…

Wake up humanity before it’s too late…

There is only one planet upon this plate…

Where you eat shit and piss or even masturbate…

There will be nothing left to even contemplate…

If you leave it to the politicians to figure out your fate…

Focus instead on ways to feed the masses…

To use sustainable fuels instead of the gasses…

To replenish the land which nourishes your needs…

To heal the minds which cause Gaia to bleed…

People of earth you are truly one race…

One planet to love and share in its space…

One set of animals shares its ground…

One element of water which rains life sound…

There is only one solution to get earth on track…

Its to focus on her needs to get Gaia back…

Find your balance in silence to know your true being…

Allow your soul to flow & allow your spirit to sing…

Don’t let your minds emotions feed Global fear…

Cancel your negative thoughts & let inner wisdom persevere…

Speak with your hearts voice to allow truth to become clear…

Hold your focus upon all beauty to manifest what’s loved dear…

Living life to seek the brightest solutions & not the darkest fear…




Stop It


One thing I have to say to you humanity…

Stop it…

You look at your televisions watching destructive storms…

Storms which rage in towns unknown to you…

Focusing on the death tolls & weeping families without homes…

Stop it…

The media reports that we will see much death in our future…

They report about scientific predictions of the end of the world…

They report about religious and psychic predictions of our own destruction…

Stop it…

Every famine and fire and gunshot death brought to our full attention…

Drug lords & Gangs terrorizing our neighbor hoods…

Terrorist and religious martyrs destroy and plot to instill fear into the masses…

Women and children being starved out tortured raped and beaten…

Stop it…

Earthquakes, tsunamis, volcanoes, Global warming, Ice storms, microburst, superstorms, tornados, acid rain, avalanches, deathly meteorites and solar flares…

Stop it…

Is that where you wish for your thoughts to be paid…

Is that where you want your children’s focus to be laid…

Attraction to decimation only brings a rotting self reflection to ones perception…

Stop it…

Allow solutions to fill your hearts…

Beauty joy & happiness can be your start…

Take your focus away from dark nights unseen…

Choose to put your mind stream on a shining Gaia green…

Let go of the darkness that does not serve the greater light…

Let your spirit flow…

And Let go of Warring rage filled fights…

Do not resist…Do not resist…Do not resist…

For if you do it will persist…

Your thoughts are a point for realities attraction…

Choose thoughts of love not dark distraction…

Focus on what you desire to see…

For I look upon the moment & decide what will be…

A Utopian life in love where all souls are free…

No more slaughter houses fill our streets…

No more fear to raise our heart beats…

Farms & Forest in Bountiful Green…

Blue skies above & peaceful days are seen…

Lying in the fields upon blissful day dreams…

I see harmony in our community where houses blend with the land…

I smell the salt of clear blue ocean waves crash upon the sand…

Art music & poetry fill our purpose of day…

Creative expression is encouraged as much as children’s play…

In my minds eye beautiful fields of spectral flowers are seen…

Near the rainbow waterfalls & purple-pink sunset sheen…

The ocean in the distance has whales & dolphins off its shore…

Singing about their happiness reflected deep from their hearts core…

The love of my life is rubbing my shoulders & kissing my neck tenderly…

So I have one last thing to say to you…

You whom I call humanity…

Who sprouted from one sources being…

Stop focusing on lifes destruction & dysfunction…

Your Fucking with my inner hearts dream creation…

So Fucking Stop it!!!


















White Soul Sands


White sands blow upon all who dwell upon the waters edge…

Observing the sun reflected off all souls deep…

I watch our smallest selves reflected upon the surface of mind…

Loving Self as an ache from hearts truth…

knowing the only purpose is joyful peace watching…

Allowing the moment in shadow or light to be…

Accepting the souls journey without reaction or judgment…

Letting the water & sand to stick where it may…

Feeling life guide love & let go…

Acting on passion & excitement as nature does…

In the moments creative fire express…

Fill then empty in softness…

Await the next movement of the souls heart…

Watch in wonder as I reflect my truth…

I am that…I am…

Life’s Truth & Reflection

Express the creation spark within your being. Art music writing dancing…whatever you need to do to allow your source to flow. We are spiritual beings observing life happening through a body we temporarily possess.

The talents & programming of the body is not who we are. We are the point of awareness observing the body & receiving information from the senses. That which comes & goes is not who we are. Only that which remains is our truth.

Be the witness. Know what you see is always a pale reflection of who you are in the moment always. Inner reality & state of being is primary. Outer reflections called life are secondary. our state of being determines your circumstances. Not the other way around.

Be love & know all which manifest before you is yourself at that moment. Vibration polarity & consciousness  attract the same within your perspective of the Universe. Every perspective is unique to the observer… yet each perspective is connected like a hologram.

I am that,   I am… is the secret to life & God. The Moses code…or Be Still & Know That,   I am God… King David Psalms… ImageImageImage

The Way To A Better World

The way to a better world

1.      Be responsible for all of your thoughts & emotions

2.      Be positive even in the presence of negativity

3.      Be creative each day

4.      Contemplate & meditate on Self daily

5.      Contemplate on the greatest good for all daily

6.      Be in gratitude for life & ones creator daily

7.      Be in service to others daily

8.      Seek the best in others

9.      Be in gratitude for ones ancestors Angels & spiritual guides

10.    Be open to limitless possibilities